My Dear Lord,
This...this tumult I feel inside...what is it? Have I fallen from Grace? Have I been tossed out from the raft of your mercy into the deep ocean of life?
The past few days, I have been breathless. Deep inside I know time has suddenly shifted. My heart has been beating faster, my mind caught in the traffic of dreams. I am suddenly craving life.
It is absolute madness my dear Lord...absolute madness.
I beseech you. Please hold onto my treacherous heart. It is safer with you.
Your troubled servant,