So, just like that, I have spent a little fortune these past couple of weeks. To please myself. On food, clothes, Rahat tickets and now on a one-day get-away to smell some salt on the breeze.
I am alive. And when one is alive, one does crazy nutty stuff. Like I am doing these days. Little insignificant things that fleetingly make me feel good but have hardly any lasting effects.
Life is really funny. When I had the luxury of planning big, I was thinking small. Now, with the notion of death that much closer, courtesy of Ca, I am having grand ideas occupying my thinking like a huge mahogany table would a stately dining room!
It really does not matter whether these big ideas get seeded and grow. The very fact that I have them is a statement of some sort.
So, yes, I will run after little nutty pleasures and big ideas. Simply because I am alive. Alhamdulillah.